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November 14, 2010

Ups and Downs

These are my tweets in this sorrow week. Since the fuckin' incident till right now, I think these clearly explain what I feel now. Sorry, if it's too cheesy, just skip it.

I don't know what I should do now, help! :(

Just took a shower.
Hm, I miss when he doesn't let me do anything before take a shower :-|

I've seen them with my own eyes, hmmm ok

Feeling of confusion is killing me, slowly. Astagfirullah.

Almost all the criteria that I looking for is on you, but........
Why do you like that? Please tell me!!!! Disappointed ☹

If only I knew what I know now. If only.

I feel like I'm in the strange planet and lonely.
Eventhough now I'm with my friends and the atmosphere is totally great, but I feel alone ☹

"Where do I go, what do I do. I can't deny I still feel something....But how do I end this lonely feeling?"
▸ Nowplaying: Lemar-Time to Grow

Today is the 13th? Hhh, one month ago, October 13th 2010.
Everything seemed awesome but now it has turned 180 degrees ☹

"You lie to yourself, you lie to me. It seems like the truth is your worst enemy"
▸nowplaying: Katharina Mcphee - Better Off Alone

Flashback, one month ago.
Why the happiness that I felt was so fast and immediately disappear

I wanna pass all these with a comfortable feeling like yesterday-before the incident.

Now I'm too scared to undergo all these because of a feeling of doubt whether this is true or not. It's such a trauma? Yes I think.

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